At first I was going to talk about how I’m feeling a little uninspired with writing. Posting every day with NaBloPoMo has left me with little to talk about, and I really don’t have time to perfect posts before publishing. B
ut that isn’t the whole truth. I’m not a great writer, and I don’t have tons of time to dedicate to this hobby, but the fact is that I have a TON to say and write about. When I started this blog, I was really only looking for a new way to share pictures, since babyshark had really run its course (and was costing way too much money for what it was). I knew I would be sharing photos more frequently with a new human on its way.
Then Vivian came and a whole lot of life happened. I didn’t expect to have so MUCH to talk about. My head is figuratively exploding with thoughts and wishes and frustrations, but I am reluctant to share them here. I want to be unabashed and honest with what is going on in my life and in my head, but I just can’t do that knowing that my family, friends, and coworkers are reading about my life here. And it’s partly my fault for posting links to fun posts on facebook – naturally some will come here regularly and see some of the darker (which are really just a light grey given my censorship) posts.
So what to do? Do I continue to post the “day in the life” type posts here – stories of our family, pictures, videos – and basically cater this site to those who know us off the internet? And keep the other ideas separate, offline, or perhaps anonymous? Or should I just let the veil down and say the truth, and hope I don’t get shunned or dooced?